the fake nails
are gonna have to go. i've got a fun teal mermaid almond shape set on right now. I'm really enjoying the dopamine hit I receive from looking at them, but I do enough typing at my job that they make me feel dysfunctional. Like I'
surprising myself
I always surprise myself in what would be a place or activity where i shouldn't be surprised. This example would be an industry networking event. I always get nervous and uncomfortable feeling like I won't belong, and then by the end of it I've
liberation
wow, it's amazing how much liberation I feel just from creating this site and making my first post. it's amazing how such small steps can make such big internal impact. it makes me feel accomplished and smart. like wow, we can take action steps for ourselves.
it all feels performative
I did it. I finally got back to my roots of hosting my own blog. I even paid for the domain. That's right, just short of $12 for the year. I've become so annoyed with how performative every online space has become. I can tell which